I think I may worry that the idyllic life may eventually fall to pieces, that my life would become dysfunctional yet again, that it just plain old wouldn’t last.” I couldn’t have an idyllic life without my family members doing better for themselves, which I think is unlikely to happen anytime soon, so I think deep down I’d still be worried about them. “I don’t think I’d feel 100% healed from past traumas. This was how I responded when someone asked what I would feel was missing if I had an idyllic life. Submitted by gloolotta to Advice Ģ023.02.27 07:17 marciabrady79 What major would be my path i feel so crazy can someone please help me pinpoint the issue or provide a solution. i thought i wouldve been over this by now. i often find myself looking at their public page online curious to know what theyre up to. am i not moving on because i feel insecure about something or because we never met and i imagine what couldve been? is this normal? we used to message everyday for hours, we had so much in common. how do i move on from this? last night i had a realistic dream about us spending time with one another and i feel like this set me back. i got my closure and im relieved (in a weird way?) that it wasnt anything i did or whatever but how come i still think about them everyday? we both use to like each other but im pretty sure both of us are over it now. theres more to the story but 8 months later (after no contact) i messaged them asking why they behaved the way they did and they said that the reason was because they liked me a lot and were so nervous to meet me so they decided not to. two weeks later they apologized to me after i confronted them via message but they made their excuses very mysterious so we just left it at that. The reason my online friend and i of almost two years split up was because we had agreed and made many plans in advance to meet up for the first time but they flaked on me during the time we agreed to spend with one another.
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